Grey_A Resolve and Commentary

A resolve: We all desire to become better than our current state Whether towards Godly holiness or model wholesome natures. Each day, we make numerous decisions From the simplest ‘involuntary’ resolves To life altering choices. We unknowingly takes sides: dark, dark-grey, white-grey, white Shaped by decisions of our past Decisions made by ourselves, Decisions made…

Grey Lines III _Transitioning

Again, Where do I draw the line in the sand? Complete darkness Shades of grey Complete light Complete darkness: certainly not an option Complete light: seems unattainable but #goals nonetheless So, grey : “of a color intermediate between black and white” “a neutral or achromatic: literally a color without a color” “a cloud covered sky”…

Grey Lines II_ In Limbo

Daydreams: head in the clouds, In limbo: Between earth and sky Humanity and the universe A strange place of mind to linger As though one floats spirited among the clouds. In limbo: Perpetually pensive; Nanoscopically dissecting each thought Yearning keenly for highly defined resolutions, The mere nature of a chemist’s mind Perhaps Seeking answers to…

Grey Lines I_Questions

Grey lines Where? Where exactly should the line be drawn? I’m beginning to think that grey areas are inevitable Just like the sand Allowing space between the water and the land Transitional and fun. Just enough of both when convenient. And if the sand is the line, Does this mean that the line is the…

​Joy: Learning to Love Living

Happy Days  There had been a whole world waiting😊 New faces to see New people to greet Personalities to discover…       It’s amazing! When it suddenly hits you, That there is sooooo much more than that which had become normal. Funny enough, It has always been there  Laughter😂 Happiness😄 Genuine smiles People who…

The Fire…Inside an Attack of the Mind

 I wrote this in literally one of my worst moments mentally; what I later realized was an anxiety attack. It was pure chaos, hence fire…I subconsciously picked up my journal and pencil and started writing, and well here it is… These thought I have Inside my mind: Once a ruled and letter free harmless sheet…

Shame and Fig Leaves

So you messed up… And your first thoughts: “I don’t want Him to see me like this” So 💡 Fig leaves: (Hiding, lying, delaying) They seem like adequate covers in the moment A quick fix But take a second to think… Fig leaves: All leaves are fragile  They wilt sooner than later Then they’ll just…

Unspoken words

Too often I am reluctant to say how I really feel Inhibited About situations, friends, conversations, senarios Whether the good, the bad, or the ugly Feelings suppressed: to consider the other party’s own feelings or maybe my own in the end Half truths really… deception. I gather that I am socially awkward; I’ve had years…

Chosen and Set Apart

Jeremiah 1:5  “Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations.” Have you ever wondered: Why? Why me? Over seven billion to choose from Yet I was set apart Acknowledging from the very beginning That there was…

The Liebster Award_Thank You!

I am certainly elated to have been considered for this award only 20 days after my first blog! Receiving a nomination is equivalent to winning the award, so…*takes a bow*. It has certainly been an amazing experience, my fellow bloggers are just awesome people! Sharon Mo has certainly been one of my favorite blogs! I stalk her…

Hope from Vulnerability…Finding the will to live

Hope from Vulnerability…Finding the will to live During my pre-teen and teen years, I wrote a lot. I had no idea what else to do with the thoughts, conversations and silly puns in my mind. There was no one to share mind boggling thoughts with; no one who would be genuinely interested or amused. Sadly,…